2 weeks ago...

*wen i last posted

*wen i had a hot conversation with claudia and bruno, "TEK NA IYAN"

*wen anna maria got agitated, i slept 4am na! tragezzzz...

*wen i got my salary

1 week ago...

*im already short with money! grrr!

*my sadness started again...

*problematic again... cazzo..

*got dance pad and the game

*cried for days

today...

*i miss everyone*

my family

mommy,daddy,nix,jolly,jay,ninong chito and ninang gie,kuya mark,kuya mel,tito frank,tita merly,christian,carlo,camille,uncle tony,tita babeth,auntie mary,kuya jp,kuya troy,my lola buli,lolo tatay,lola bukid,lolo bukid,lola yayong

UPDATES:

*i am my family's, friends's, exes' disappointment*

*tito meo died*

*talked too much to janzy,but he's the one that got prob*

i know i did things wrong...

kahit alam kong mali...

i still do it wrong...

wish i could do something not to regret those...

it's really hard now thinking about it...

and sometimes,i have to do LYING.

to keep someone from hurt and me to be happy for something,

but im happy one time,next is full of sadness...

and all of it were getting worse...

why do i keep myself suffering...

sigh...